Its a pR0VEN fACT :

stolen from keshia....

Mon, 29 Nov 2004 14:42:43 GMT

x beside is true

1. I miss somebody right now. x
2. I watch more tv than I used to.
3. I love olives.
4. I love sleeping. x
5. I own lots of books
6. I wear glasses or contact lenses. x
7. I love to play video games.
8. I've tried marijuana. x
9. I've watched porn movies.
10. I have been in a threesome.
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. x
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy. x
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton.
15. I curse frequently.
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. x
17. I have a hobby. x
18. I've been told I have a nice butt. x
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
20. I'm really, really smart.
21. I've never broken someone else's bones. x
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal. x
23. I love rain. x
24. I'm paranoid at times. x
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar free.
26. I need money right now.
27. I love sushi.
28. I talk really, really fast. x
29. I have fresh breath in the morning.
30. I have semi-long hair. x
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas.
32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister. x
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I shave my legs. x
35. I have a twin x <-- not exactly alike..
37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. x
38. I like the way that I look.
39. I have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months.
40. I know how to do cornrows.
41. I am usually pessimistic.
42. I have mood swings. x
43. I think prostitution should be legalized.
44. I think Britney Spears is pretty.
45. I have cheated on significant other.
46. I have a hidden talent.
47. I'm almost always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. x
49. I am currently single.
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex.
51. I enjoy talking on the phone. x
52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
53. I like to shop. x
54. I would rather shop than eat. x
55. I would classify myself as ghetto.
56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
57. I'm obsessed with my LJ x
58. I don't hate anyone.
59. I'm a pretty good dancer. x
60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington. x
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. x
62. I have a cell phone. x
63. I watch MTV on a daily basis x
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. x
67. I have never been in a real relationship before.
68. I've rejected someone before. x
69. I currently have a crush on someone. x
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. x
71. I want to have children in the future. x
72. I have changed a diaper before. x
73. I've had the cops called on me before. x
74. I bite my nails sometimes x
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
76. I'm not allergic to anything deadly x
77. I have a lot to learn. x
78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger....
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie.
80. I am shy around the opposite sex esp. when they are really good looking. xxxx
81. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
82. I have at least 5 away messages saved. x
83. I have tried alcohol before x
84. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past.
85. I own the "South Park" movie.
86. I have avoided assignments at work(school) to be on Xanga or Livejournal x
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
88. I enjoy country music. <-- somewhat
89. I love my best friends. x
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. x
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can.
92. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. x
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it. x
98. I have dated a close friend's ex.
99. I'm happy as of this moment. x
100. I have gone scuba diving
101. Had a crush on somebody you've never met.
102. kissed someone you knew you shouldn't. x
103. I play a musical instrument.
104. I strongly dislike math. x
105. I'm procrastinating something right now.
106. I own and use a library card.
107. I fall in 'lust' more than in 'love.'
108. Cheese enchiladas rock my socks.
109. I think The Lord of the Rings is one of the greatest things ever.
110. I'm obsessed with the tv show "Lost"
111 I think Beyblades is the coolest show in coolsville. And I think that tekken is the rockingest game in rockville.
112. There are more things I could be better at, if only I tried harder. x
113. Sometimes I don't like food. x
114. I worry sometimes that I'm not being the best friend I could be to the people I care about. x
115. I desperately want people to respect me but it rarely happens. x
116. I have never been able to say anything positive about myself and truly believe it. x
117. I am bisexual.
118. I think scottish accents are attractive.
119. I could spend an entire day on the computer with the occasional potty & food breaks x
120. I think George W. Bush is not only a horrible president, but really annoying as well. x
121. I have never been this happy with my life and content in this skin.
122. I have no problem downloading Mp3's for free x
123. I adore scarves. x
124. I am obsessed with Harry Potter
125. I have been in love with someone that I couldn't have x
126. I say the word "Bitchin" on a regular basis

wow.*

Mon, 29 Nov 2004 14:33:30 GMT

woo. been so long since ive written in here. err. i have to leave this morning for maine. err. long drive. but hey! no school. but i miss ryan. omfg! i like have had the best time here. i got to spend a night with wendi and i got drunk. woo. I ALMOST FELL OVER A BRIDGE BUT STACIE STOPPED ME! omg. i got wicked scared though. lol. im just a big chicken. then eric wouldnt stop coming near me. i think he is obscessed with me. i mean, i love him because he is my family, but i get mad at him easily. i also met this 24 year old. i supposedly hung out with him when i was younger but i dont remember. anyway, he likes me because heather told me because he told heather. i was like, if you think im pretty, you obviously havent met my friend keshia. he was like, i doubt i will like her. so then we all hung out. went to the store and bought some more beer. i didnt drink much of that because i almost threw up from captains. woo. that stuff is strong. but yeah. the best time here. i miss everyone though. my hands are now tired. but who cares? NO SCHOOOL! woot woot.

<3 ryan

err.

Tue, 23 Nov 2004 12:10:05 GMT

listen..... if you are going to insult my friends.. then dont comment. it is getting WICKED annoying and keshia is not a bitch. you didnt even spell her name right. err. you are a loser whoever you were. keshia is WAAAAAAAY better than you would ever be.

nothing*

Mon, 22 Nov 2004 14:03:24 GMT

err. danielle is being such a bitch all because she has company. i guess it is because she thinks she is tuff. haha. yeah right. whatever. we arent like what we were before. gayyyy. went to the aunts. had fun. we went out to eat. called ryan and greg and keshia. fun talking to you guys! <3 i love you so fucking much ryan. cant wait to see you at the game today. ilu.

<3 ryan

* woo hoo *

Thu, 18 Nov 2004 11:53:23 GMT

woo hoooooooo! ungrounded! the best. haha. i made cheering. its okay i guess. the assist coach is a bitch. im cheeering today after school. idk about me and * her *. im like NOTHING anymore. * she * always is like.. everything will be okay. nothing is going to happen. but something IS happening. and it is weird. * she * never tells me anything anymore. its stupid. err. so much for getting back to an ungrounded life again. * she * doesnt care and we WERE the best of friends.. but now.. idk. whatever. nobody has to listen to my bullshit. whatever. i have to deal with * her * in school because i sit next to * her * in classes. its stupid. but whatever. im gay. bye.

err. gay parents

Tue, 09 Nov 2004 23:10:29 GMT

err. stupid gay parents. gayyyyyy. im grounded. f on my report card. err. whatever. cant talkkkkk.

kiauna xoxo

<33 chris

yess

Sun, 07 Nov 2004 19:59:58 GMT

internet is fixed.. yayy! haha. i missed ittttt. yeah. nothing has happened.. byeeeeeeeee

roar. im a tiger.

Wed, 03 Nov 2004 11:37:26 GMT

err. gay computer. last night the internet wouldnt work! err. omg! cheerleading practice was so effin gayyy! haha. the girl is so effin stupid. and kelly broke down crying all because of something to do with her mom. haha. yeah right! supposedly her mom tried to kill herself.. well i know her mom.. and her mom would NEVER do that. whatever. and then the cheering HELPER.. NOT COACH.. talked to stephanie.. and like.. said that if stephanie didnt make the team then it would be because of kelly.. and that supposedly stephanie called kelly a slut.. AT CHEERING PRACTICE. it was so gay.. and no one even wants kelly on the team. i went over to talk to her.. i was like kelly.. whats wrong.. and shes all like.. kiwi go away.. i was like.. are you mad at me and she goes i dont know.. then i like FLIPPED. i was like.. kelly, what the fuck is your problem?! i didnt do a fucking thing to you so fuck you. haha. it was so fucking funny. but then danielle did the most funniest thing and it got the cheering helper really mad. danielle asked to go to the bathroom.. and so she said yes. then she went out to see if anyone was out there. kelly and hannah were out there but the coach helper knew that. so the coach helper asked if anyone else was out there.. and danielle goes.. NO ONE IMPORTANT! haha. it was wicked funny. you gudduh love danielle. <3 danielle.. i love you. haha. lotss. and if you dont make cheering.. you are still coming with me.. even if that bitch tells you no. haha. i love you. school was boring.. stayed after with danielle at math counts. we picked on the liddle 6th graders. what losers. and this 6th grader named ben likes me.. haha. what a loser. <3 lol. but yeah. nothing else happened.. except it has been a month since me and chris have been going out! i love you chris..!

-- kiauna xoxo -*

CHEERING BABYYYY.. woot woot. <3

Tue, 02 Nov 2004 00:45:49 GMT

well.. today was another day at school. BORING.. until cheering happened. the coaches rock. we learned a cheer and all the moves and we learned a WHOLE effing dance. that is a lot. but it was fun because some of my friends are there. so yeah. pretty fun. then like, the REAL tryouts are on thursday. well what will happen is like, you will do the cheer and the dance ALONE in front of 4 coaches. err. i wont be loud enough and so im not gunnuh effing make it because like, im gunnuh mess up on like everything! err. whatever. i hope i make it though. there are 22 cheering outfits but the coach doesnt know if like, she is going to use all of them. but yeah. had a AWESOME time talking to keshia before cheering. it was so effin fun. haha. i love you keshia!

-- kiauna xoxo -*

wow.

Sun, 31 Oct 2004 11:51:03 GMT

clocks were changed back last night. yay! extra hour of sleep. woo hoo. well. friday night was good. i went to the dance with kelly. from there we met with owen and chris. <3 and then yeah, we just danced. chris was picking on me because im so effing short and so. i had to wear my HIGH HEELS while we danced. err. then last night i went to the y dance... and i met with my friend kaitlynn from 6th grade. she woved last year. then i saw teisha with her cousin? idk. omfg! teisha got her lip pierced! haha. it looks so effing good on her. i danced with one of tyler adkins friends, and he was so effing tall. wow. haha. i like had to stand on my tippy toes just to put my arms around him. then like, he kept wanting to dance with me even more. i think he likes me but i dont think he knows im going out with chris. i missed chris so effing much at the dance. so like, yeah. err. he wasnt even home. oh well. but yeah. tyler adkins was there, and teisha pushed him. he like went to his girlfriend and complained so like, yeah. they all got up in her face saying you better watch it cause im gunnuh kick your ass. haha. that girl was so ugly. but yeah, like. she was like we are going to jump your ass tonight so you better watch it. i almost started out laughing. haha. and then she said that teisha left a mark on tyler and that he was bleeding and everything. so then, i went up to tyler and asked to see his arm. he said no so obviously it wasnt true. but whatever. those girls didnt even talk to me. it was all teisha. so yeah. that is what happened. <3

xoxo kiauna <3

woo hoo *

Thu, 28 Oct 2004 21:00:41 GMT

oh yeah! party over her.. woot woot.. party over there.. woot woot. hell yesssss. dance tomorrow. today was so effin cute with keshia and andy! omg! i effin love you both! haha. love it love it love it. haha. and i love chris. <3 he means lots to me. i love everyone. haha. even my liddle gay sister. (( not really )) HAHA. homos. <3

xoxo <<3 kiauna

haha.

Wed, 27 Oct 2004 11:01:19 GMT

dance on friday. party on saturday. i just woke up. so tired. last night i stayed up until 9 and then i clunked out. haha.im so dumb. school was okay. it was the same as any other day. err. i heard the worst news from chris. he is going to new york for like 2 weeks. :( err. im so gunnuh effin miss him. err. im not even gunnuh think about it. oh well. it isnt forever at least. i need to bring up my pe grade. i am missing 2 pe cards.. and they are worth 50 percent of your grade. haha. better pass them in. wow. and then there is a test thursday. screw it. idc anymore. i cant get my effin mind off of chris. whatever. im gunnuh go. bye

<<3 xoxo kiauna

PAARTYYYYYY! - *

Tue, 26 Oct 2004 10:38:36 GMT

wow. parties this weekend.. i just woke up. still tired. i love chris so effin much.. and like.. he wasnt in school yesterday. i was crying because of *something* but i guess its okay now. i guess im still kinduh mad about it. err. andy BETTER stay out of my way. i hate him. (( not really.. but yeah. )) i like to beat him up. haha. cause hes a wimp. school was boring. yeah. im gunnuh go. IM UNGROUNDED ON FRIDAY! woot woot.

PARTY!...

Sun, 24 Oct 2004 22:42:11 GMT

wow! party on friday.. and another one on saturday! party over here woot woot! party over there.. woot woot! (( remember keshia? lol ))

-- kiauna..

ill write some other time... im so tired.. and i gudduh get pumped up for the partyy!

why??

Wed, 20 Oct 2004 23:06:44 GMT

wow. everything is all good between me and keshia and danielle again. so effin happy <3 haha. uhm. school is gay. and i love every minute of it. haha. that was dumb. miles`s birthday was today! yay! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MILES! keshia birthday on friday! omfg! yay! i cant wait. i love you girly. my liddle honey bunches of oats. love yuh lots.. <3

-- Kiauna

haha. yeah.

Sun, 17 Oct 2004 19:06:07 GMT

uhm.. whatever. i tried so hard.. for it to be the same between me and keshia.. but i should have known it wasnt going to work. me and her probably wont be the *BEST FO FRIENDS* anymore because she has someone new. I WAS THERE ALL OF THE TOUGH TIMES WITH HER! i dont understand.. err. i love her so effin much. i just dont believe it. oh well. i guess sometimes you just have gudduh let go. you cant hold on to things forever. * thanks nicole for being there at this time.. and i love you hun. you made me realize everything * danielle linscott.. i thought we were really good friends and everything.. uhm.. i guess not. you dont even want anything to do with me. whatever. i dont need you. i have REAL friends.. friends that CARE... whatever. you never really understood reallly.. all you did was hurt me. you punched me.. pinched me.. flicked me. i dont get it. that isnt what a real friend does.. thanks anyway. * AGAIN.. THANK YOU TO NICOLE WHO MADE ME REALIZE EVERYTHING *

well.. today is boring. SUNDAYS ARE SO EFFIN BORING! why?! err. they are gayy.. but at least there is no school. uhm.. eric just got done hitting me in the butt with a fly swatter thingy.. haha. GROSS! NOW I HAVE DEAD FLY JUICE ON ME! haha. uhm yeah. i miss chris so effin much.. and omg! he is the best! we are going to the movies next weekend i think.. ill have to talk to my mom about it. err. im so tired.. AGAIN! it is the stupid gay meds that im on. im going to stop taking them.. seriously. they get so annoying. i cant stop thinking about friday night.. THE WHOLE DINNER THINGY. it makes me so mad just thinking about it. I HAD TO SIT THERE WITH MY PERVERTED BROTHER.. INSTEAD OF GO TO THE MOVIES WITH CHRIS! err. pisses me off so effin much. i love chris and i really wanted to see him. err. er.. im so tired.. and im going to walmart soon. im gunnuh go get ready.. lala.... c-ya*

.* wow *.

Sat, 16 Oct 2004 12:25:44 GMT

omg! wow.. it has been so long since i have written in here. haha. i have missed it. uhm.. school is okay. i mean.. i get to see chris and everyone again.. i love them so effin much and i dont know what i would do without them. well there is a dance on the 29th.. and im so excited.. IT IS OUR FIRST DANCE OF THE YEAR!!!.. and it better be good. err. im so tired.. stayed up late last night... and like.. ive been in the hospital.. err. it all gets so effin old and annoying. and err. they stick me with needles.. and they try to look like they are doing something right.. but they probably arent. they are probably trying to kill me when they stick this stuff in me. they dont know what i have yet.. but im still waiting. i feel so much better, but idk if it is going to stay this way.

-- friday -- well i got up.. this is the 2nd day i have been back at school, and it was weird. it wasnt the same. but i loved it because it was friday. CLN babyyyyy! lol. but like. nothing seemed the same. i think it was because i was gone so long from being sick.. err. i didnt like the feeling. but then i talked to keshia.. and she helped SO EFFIN MUCH! she is the one that treated me like nothing happened. i hung out with chris and andy and keshia all day. uhm, lunch.. i sat with like everyone.. and we all just talked. then like, the rest of the day slid by, and i was so tired. the doctors said that i would become more and more tired from the stuff that they have me on. but i was on the bus ride home and then it hit me! zak and eric were going to be home.. and it was mine and zaks weekend to do something together.. JUST ME AND HIM.. so. chris called to see if i could go to the movies tonight.. i told him i would call him back about it.. and so like.. i talked to zak to see if he wanted to go to the movies.. he said not this time.. and that he wanted to go out to eat.. JUST ME AND HIM! i was like.. uhm.. dont you think that it will be weird that it will just me and you going out to eat.. and hes like.. "no.. we can think of it as a date..." omg! that scared me. but i called chris back.. and told him what zak said. he got mad at zak for being so effin dumb.. and then like.. i was sad that i couldnt go to the movies. but i also couldnt let zak down. i was so confused. so i told chris that next weekend im going. and it is a date for me and chris. :) yayy. but i also want keshia to be there. i cant do this alone.. im going to invite her. i hope chris isnt sad about this. :-\ but anyway. me and zak went out to eat.. very good. we went to chinese jade.. in waldoboro. we went the at 7 and got home at 8 :30. i was so tired. but i had a good time. people thought we were going out.. and i was sure to inform them that he was my brother and i had a wonderful boyfriend. i got all sad that chris wasnt with me. then before we left, ZAK TOOK MY HAND... err. i got so mad. but i also needed help with everything. he helped me with it. we went to catch his friends mom. then we arrived at home.. and i plopped in bed... so tired of everything.

well.. this morning i woke up.. tired. had chinese food taste in my mouth. ugh! gross. saw zak.. and no one else was awake and my mom and dad left for work.. he gave me this look. this WEIRD look. it scared me so i just went downstairs.. he followed. i sat on the couch.. he sat RIGHT next to me.. when we had two charis that he could have sat in. err. i moved to one of the chairs.. i turned on the tv.. and he just kept staring at me.. like i was a picture of a fruit! haha. but no.. he kept staring.. and it bothered me. we are brother and sister.. nothing else! arent i right? that is how it is supposed to be anyway.. but i went back upstairs.. and i was watching tv.. he came in.. WITHOUT KNOCKING! err. i could have been changing. but he just came in.. sat on my sisters bed and he went like this.. "kiauna.. i love you..." then he left into his room. i never left my room. but now.. i think he is asleep.. and so now im on the computer. and im so tired.. and all i keep thinking about is what zak said.. and chris <3.. but like. im gunnuh call keshia later on. i miss her. well.. im gunnuh talk on aim.. im out.. byessss

_____Kiauna*
__________ eX -- Oh

errrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Thu, 23 Sep 2004 11:22:33 GMT

well. i havent been allowed on. but whatever. im on now. on tuesday at school was dumb. and wednesday we had a gay field trip. so yeahh. nothing special happened. and tomorrow my cousins are coming over! :) yaay! haha. they are 4 and 1. so yeah

Mon, 20 Sep 2004 23:06:19 GMT

well nothing really happened today.. dylan effin' hates me. err. and i like try so effin' hard. and nothing ever happens. whatever. today was kinduh peaceful. i like andy and he keeps flirting with me. i hope he likes me :-p yeahh. uhm. nothing really happened. so whatever.

`* kiauna - - - *

Sun, 19 Sep 2004 18:49:48 GMT

err. whatever. my sister is a fucking cunt. err. i had a lighter, and like she found it so she brought it down to dan. and he came in and bitched at me. err. she is a fuckin bitch. i hope she dies. err. whatever. im not even gunnuh worry about it. whatever. i havent been smoking. my cousin gave me that lighter. and dan wouldnt even let me say anything. err. whatever. fuck both of them. i had the best time at the movies last night. and it was GREAT at keshias house. oh yeah. cant wait to see her again. hehe. well nothing has happened. so yeah whatever. byessss. _____kiauna* __________eX -- Oh

.nothing .

Sat, 18 Sep 2004 11:00:40 GMT

well im at keshias. omg. movies tonight. wooo hooo. i feel bad for keshia because like she had to wake up really early this morning. i just woke up like 15 minutes ago. im tired from last night. lol. yeahh. uhm.. nothing has really happened yet. soo ill write laterrrr...

Kiauna - - - *

nothingggg...

Thu, 16 Sep 2004 20:47:02 GMT

well.. now that dan is back everything is going to change. err. that means only 30 minutes on the computerrr. err. whatever. well. today was good. alic talked to me. omg! he is such a cutieeee. haha. wow. and then at lunch. rachel and sam were asking this kid named dan out for me. and i didnt wannuh go out with him. but like. maybe i REALY would go out with him. like, omg! that has been bugging me for the rest of the day. err. then like nothing has happened here. so. yeahh. im wicked tired from running in p.e. whatever. im out. peaceeee.

_____kiauna*
__________eX -- Oh

Wed, 15 Sep 2004 23:21:35 GMT

nothing happened.. so ill talk tomorrow. byeeeeee

Wed, 15 Sep 2004 10:51:35 GMT

well. i just woke up. my mom woke me up. she came in and yelled in my ear. err. what a bitch. i could have slept in today. but no. she just HAD to come in and wake me upp. err. whatever. i took this quiz thingy. and i got the same thing as keshia. (( i hope she isnt mad )) but whatever. sexyyyyy pjsssss.

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NO!

Tue, 14 Sep 2004 22:33:12 GMT

no! racquelle cant go out with ryan! err. all she does is use him. she did last time. she wants to make alex jealous. but i seriously dont think that it will happen because there is nothing to get jealous about. nothing has happened really. umm. i stayed for that math counts thingy and it was strange. i didnt understand ANYTHING that the teacher was saying. haha. wow. it was all confusing. umm. keshia dumped dylan. and like i think that she kinduh did the right thing because like if it was meant to be.. then it would last. well. caitlin got her computer fixed! yaay! :) lol. i love you caitlin. well there is nothing to write. err. i hate it when that happens.

_____kiauna*
__________eX -- Oh

<3 i love you keshia..
caitlin..
nicole..
andrea..
ashli..
felicia..
danielle..